So it was a bit of a mean weekend. Well…it was actually an awesome weekend, but i had to do something so completely awful that even though I am content with the outcome and I know it was the right choice to make, I had to hurt someone to get to this point.
After 2 years (almost 2.5) i broke up with my boyfriend. It was a while in the works i guess…i knew i hadn’t been truly happy and I had pointed this out to him on several occasions, so i don’t believe this came as 100% of a shock. But it was hard, really really hard to hurt someone that i love that badly.
All i can hope for is that he doesn’t hate me for ever and that one day we can at least say hi in the street
So now the plan in the works is that mac is going to be single for a while. Hopefully for a long while. I came here to get married and i spent 5 years living that life. I left that marriage to try to save myself and i walked right into another relationship. For the past 7 years i have been with someone. And now it’s truly time to be with myself. I am proud to say that i know who i am and what i want…i think at the age of 30 a lot of people can’t say that…but i do. And now it’s time to spend time with me and enjoy who i am.
And now, just for a smile…pupster.